*”BETWEEN MY DEATH-DAY & MY BIRTH-DAY” (29/06)*
My Time is Closing-up and my days are numbered. I’ve had *enough,* but Time seems never enough to have done *enough.* I’ve live long to outgrown clothes in the constant image of my own face. I’ve been sick and strong, strong and sick. It’s been 365days of ups and downs; I mean, solid 12 Months which was meant for the absolute Worship of my Creator. Hence, I ask my self, have I done enough to RELAX and REJOICE? Or to CELEBRATE and JUBILATE? Isn’t it better for me to RELAX and REFLECT?
What Joy does the Heavy Rain at Summer bring a decayed Corpse? How does a Drowned Fisherman hopes to Enjoy the harvests of His Fish Nets? How do I *celebrate* when I’ve got countless of reasons to *Ululate?* Have I done enough? Have I done enough to celebrate my *BirthDay* in the presence of my *Death-Day?*
Hmmmmmn . . .
I may not be with you much longer. It could *have been yesterday but AlhamduliLlaah Robil ‘alameen it wasn’t, it could be now, today, tomorrow or not so far away! I’m* scared of dying because I believe I have not done enough to avoid the Fitnah of the Grave.
MY LAST REQUEST!
Please, rather than sending loads of BirthDay Cards and Greetings, I would prefer you refer me to my Rabb, giving *lessons* that could make me *Reason.* For I am more concerned about the torments of the Grave, the Self-Contain, than the monuments of this world, the ephemeral.
Oh Allaah, kindly ease my affairs and that of the Muslim Ummah. Aameen.
May Allah accept it from you and us. Aameen
Originally posted on June 29, 2022 @ 5:09 pm